brass bell

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sleeping alone my inner night light


December 2021-night haiku — from sunset to sunrise



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sunrise
one stone buddha blinks
to another

January 2022– morning haiku — from sunrise to noon

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a lucky penny where it landed

February 2022

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ninety years
each of Granny’s cocker spaniels
named “Honey”

March 2022- a haiku celebration of women and girls

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my playlist . . .
every one of the thousand
songs on shuffle

April 2022- haiku happiness

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in training
I try another
non-alcoholic beer

May 2022- drinkable haiku

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the news my need to just keep walking

puddle portal where does it all go

June 2022- one-line haiku

Nick Virgilio

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Nick Virgilio, My Haiku Hero by Tom Clausen, Ithaca, New York ( book review -Frogpond v.35 no.2 2012 )

This essay as book review records how the haiku and life of Nick Virgilio helped me to see the way in which haiku could be a manner of relating and sharing with others my love of life and this world. By happy serendipity Rick Black, publisher of Turtle Light Press, learned at the 2009 Haiku North America conference that a large archive of Nick Virgilio’s unpublished haiku had been left with the English department of Rutgers University in Camden, N.J. His admiration of Virgilio’s work, combined with editor Raffael de Gruttola’s review of some 3,000 unpublished haiku, has fortuitously resulted in Nick Virgilio: A Life in Haiku. 1 Dedicated to Virgilio’s brother Tony, the Nick Virgilio Haiku Association members and all those who have helped keep the poetry alive, Nick Virgilio: A Life in Haiku is aptly described on the cover as “a collection of newly discovered haiku gems by one of America’s most beloved haiku poets (with a handful of old favorites, some essays, an interview and some photos thrown in, too).” It contains an introduction by de Gruttola, a selection of newly discovered, previously unpublished haiku mixed with well-known haiku (124 all together), Kathleen O’Toole’s “Afterword: An Echo in Time,” Marty Moss Coane’s “An Interview With Nick,” Michael Doyle’s “A Tribute to Nick,” as well as essays by Virgilio himself, including “A Journey to a Haiku, On Haiku in English” and “A Note to Young Writers.” The book rounds out with photos, acknowledgments and an appendix of original manuscript pages. Virgilio and his many wonderful haiku held a prominent place in the haiku community from the 1960s until his death and this new book is a wonderful chance for anyone who has more recently embraced the form to recognize the brilliance of his work and his life.


Nick Virgilio: A Life in Haiku offers exceptionally poignant information and insight about the man’s passion for poetry and how hard he worked to perfect his own haiku as a “way of life.” Virgilio was born in Camden, N.J. on June 28, 1928 and, tragically, died of a heart attack in Washington D.C. on January 3, 1989 while taping a CBS-TV Nightwatch segment that was to feature his love of haiku. In his beautiful tribute to Virgilio, Father Michael Doyle of Camden’s Sacred Heart Church shares the incredible story of how they met through a special Mass he led to commemorate 300 soldiers from South Jersey who had been killed in Vietnam. Father Doyle handed out an index card for each soldier so that, as he called out the names of the dead, whoever held the card might rise. The card Father Doyle ended up with bore the name Lawrence J. Virgilio, Nick’s younger brother. Four years later Virgilio’s parents requested that Father Doyle conduct a Mass for their son. Father Doyle remembered the name from his card and eventually met Virgilio through this meeting with his parents. The rest of the story details how Virgilio found a welcoming community at Sacred Heart and how he devoted himself to a daily practice of haiku and the enthusiastic sharing of what he wrote with friends and family—and now, us.

This book is simply and absolutely indispensable reading for anyone interested in the life and work of a genuine haiku visionary. We learn in these pages about Virgilio’s daily round of experience and how he took the tragic loss of his brother and his own personal losses in work and love and forged them into a lasting body of powerful haiku. Absorbing what has been collected in Nick Virgilio: A Life in Haiku is also to recognize how haiku can become a way of life. As a poet and a man, Virgilio is an inspiration for all of us who, too, would find meaning and enhanced living with a haiku focus. When I discovered haiku in the late 1980s and fell in love with it, it was impossible to know that 25 years later the haiku and the poets that enchanted me then would continue to speak to me the most today. “The first cut is the deepest” (from a song by Cat Stevens) is an entirely apt expression for how I feel about the poets and haiku that moved me then to internally vow that I’d be reading and trying to write haiku for the rest of my life. Selected Haiku of Nicholas Virgilio, published by Black Moss Press in 1988 and edited by Rod Willmot, was one of the first haiku books I purchased after dipping my toe in the haiku pond way back when. Looking back on that purchase I am so grateful for the wonderful examples that came to me then and continue to be an inspiration and touchstone to the possibilities that haiku still offer today.

In his substantial introduction to A Life in Haiku, de Gruttola pinpoints the source of Virgilio’s masterful sensitivity as occurring around the time his family “went from hope to despair in confronting [his brother] Larry’s loss . . . it was devastating to them to deal with the ultimate sacrifice. It was about this time that Virgilio’s haiku became solemn and elegiac. He attempted to deal with this tragedy by writing haiku as a healing process.” De Gruttola further writes, “The pathos, if you will, becomes a constant reminder for Nick that one’s life can be transformed if there is a will to believe in yourself and in your art. It’s through this search and belief that Nick became the great haiku poet that we know today. As we read his haiku today in this first American edition of his work, we find an almost monk-like approach in pursuit of the deepest moments of his life. His unique haiku written in 1963:

lily:
out of the water . . .
out of itself



captured a subtle awareness that the great Japanese haiku poets, from Bashō to Santōka, knew all along. It was possible to say more with less.”2 Perhaps the haiku that first hit me with the real power of Virgilio’s profound simplicity was this:



into the blinding sun . . .
the funeral procession’s
glaring headlights



I remember reading this and not knowing what exactly to “think” about it, but feeling some type of mesmerized fascination with “seeing” that procession and those headlights and that sun and realizing that as it is with death there was something “beyond” in what this haiku was suggesting. I continue to be mesmerized by this and almost all of Virgilio’s haiku. There are the many lasting tributes to his younger brother Lawrence:


telegram in hand,
the shadow of the marine
darkens our screen door



summer nightfall:
dazed, all I heard from the Major
“. . . killed in Vietnam . . .”


sixteenth autumn since:
barely visible grease marks
where he parked his car


There are the poems that sear the mind, like this indelible one written in 1967:


the sack of kittens
sinking in the icy creek
increases the cold



In the WHYY-Philadelphia interview included in this book, Virgilio commented extensively on this haiku: Emotion is expressed on the sensory level—this is the essence of haiku . . . one form of existence passes into another, warmth into cold, living into non-living, the organic returns to the inorganic. We too, are involved in this eternal transition; we too are in the sack sinking in the icy creek. The doctrine of Mahayana Buddhism holds that life and the individual are merely temporary manifestations of being I can remember the instant shock I felt when I first read this haiku. I love cats and kittens and this elicits such a challenging visceral reaction that to this day the poem remains for me uncomfortably sad. Death in life is a much-repeated theme in Virgilio’s haiku. His life was weighted not only by personal losses, but by the losses he saw in his day-to-day walks around Camden and in the daily news.



On the cardboard box
holding the frozen wino:
Fragile: Do Not Crush



at the mine entrance,
on time cards beneath the clock:
the names of the dead



on the petition
condemning Agent Orange:
the names of the dead


Given how memorable are Virgilio’s haiku related to loss and death it is rewarding to see as well how he chose to express his love of life. Many life affirming and beautiful tributes to nature, celebrating its eternal cycles, may also be found in this collection:

above the cloud peak
below the summer moon—
a flight of snow geese


rising and falling . . .
a blanket of blackbirds
feeds on the snowy slope


a bittern booms—
the harsh cry of a marsh hawk,
the crescent moon

after the spring storm . . .
the farm girl washes her hair
in the rain barrel

a skylark’s song
and a billowing cloud
fills my emptiness

Virgilio’s vast collection of haiku holds room enough and more for readers of many kinds and persuasions—each picking and choosing not only among the very great poems, but among the lesser known as well. Of Virgilio’s haiku that I have related to the most there are a few that I just love— among these,

autumn twilight:
the wreath on the door
lifts in the wind


for its beautiful and subtle sense that allows the reader to imagine being quietly at this door witnessing this moment alone and touching on a feeling for something that exists within us and beyond us at once. The poem captures the eternal in a brief yet clear moment. I have also loved “over spatterdocks” for the one word that has resonated and appealed to me since the day I first read it:



over spatterdocks,
turning at corners of air:
dragonfly



I must admit I had never heard of spatterdocks before reading this haiku and yet intuitively the idea of “corners of air” “over spatterdocks” delighted me. At first I imagined that spatterdocks was an actual dock but then sheepishly discovered it was a plant! (Spatterdock is a perennial plant with leaves that arise from a large spongy rhizome.) Always a pleasure when we learn more about our world, especially in haiku! I have loved, too, the inimitable witty wink of solemn satori:


Thanksgiving alone:
ordering eggs and toast
in an undertone


For me, Nick Virgilio has been and remains a splendid mentor, an American sage, a true master and pioneer of the haiku form. Those well acquainted with his earlier Selected Haiku and with his work in periodicals and anthologies will certainly want to purchase a copy of this book. Anyone unfamiliar with Virgilio will want to do so, too. The marvelous selection of previously unpublished haiku, the essays and the wonderful radio interview beautifully bring to life his zeal, his character and his vision. To visit with his haiku and his illuminated life is truly to recognize his heroic qualities. Virgilio, like many of us, arrived at haiku as a life calling almost accidentally, but his immersion in the form and devotion to its creation leaves no doubt that there was nothing accidental about the passion and precision he poured into his love for it:


my spring love affair:
the old upright Remington
wears a new ribbon



on the manuscript
the shadow of a butterfly
finishes the poem



Notes 1. de Gruttola, Raffael, ed. Nick Virgilio: A Life in Haiku. Arlington, VA: Turtle Light Press, 2012, 137 pp., perfect softbound, 5.5 x 8.5. ISBN 978-0-9748147-3-5, US $14.95 . 2. Ibid., p. xi. 3. Ibid., p. xii. ♦♦♦


Tom Clausen lives in Ithaca, New York, and has worked at Cornell University in the A.R. Mann Library for over 35 years, where he currently coordinates a daily haiku feature on the library’s home page. Tom has been reading and attempting to write haiku and related short poetic forms since the late 1980s. He has been a member of the Rt. 9 Upstate Dim Sum haiku group since 2003 with John Stevenson, Hilary Tann, and Yu Chang.


Frogpond v.35 no.2 Summer 2012

finding the way

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Book review by Tom Clausen in Modern Haiku vol. 34, no. 1 Winter-Spring 2003

finding the way: haiku and field notes by paul m. (Foster City, Calif.: Press Here, 2002). 56 poems, 4 field notes. Introduction by the author. 4″ x 5.5″, saddle-stitched, with a heavy illustrated wrapper. ISBN 1-878798-25-1. $6.00 postpaid in the United States, or $7.00 elsewhere, from Press Here, P.O. Box 3339, Redmond, WA 98073-3339 (please make checks or international money orders payable to “Michael D. Welch”).
“Finding the way” is a wonderfully apt title for a collection of haiku, and in this collection, paul m.’s first, you will find the pleasure and serendipity of a well-chosen path. The author has been writing since 1988, with many of his haiku winning awards and recognition for their clarity and gentle reach. Press Here publisher Michael D. Welch states about this collection “A serenity of quiet confidence marks these poems, a serenity of having found the haiku way.” In an insightful introduction paul notes that haiku “of all poetry seems to most closely examine the light that connects us with the seemingly disparate, the intimate details of our lives and surroundings, the echo of one thing upon another.”
Although finding the way is replete with haiku values and aesthetics, I feel that what gives this collection a distinguished signature is its use of this “echo.” Throughout this beautifully produced book are haiku that demonstrate how a reverberation between two images with one working against (or with) another enhances both. For example


falling leaves
the rusty wheelbarrow
heavy with stones•

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that chipmunk again
river sunlight skipping
leaf to leaf

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There is much to delight in this collection as you discover how finely and carefully paul presents the “coming to”—a clear intuition of what it is that speaks to us in a haiku way. There is a strength to the evenness and consistency in the tone of these haiku. There are keen perceptions and thoughtful relationships that unfold slowly in the consciousness at just the right speed. Many of the haiku appear to be from hikes on trails and what was found off or beyond these trails.


unpacking the map—
a mountain spring
crosses the trail•

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cold wind
on the granite slope
marmot scat


One feature in finding the way that seemed slightly disconnected from the strength of the body of haiku contained are the four field notes which are distributed throughout the collection. These are brief prose passages detailing paul’s mindset on the trail about the trail. Although the field notes certainly do not detract from the superb quality of this collection, I personally did not feel that they added significantly to what is conveyed marvelously by the haiku themselves.

With extraordinary quality to the paper, design, and presentation, this collection of haiku invites repeat visits for solace and inspiration. At $5.00 this is an exceptional book of haiku to add to your haiku library or give as a special gift. Relatively small in size, finding the way is a book you can easily carry along to a favorite reflective place to savor the way these haiku will find you, finding the way.
A personal favorite in closing:

uphill trail
the scarred trunk
of a giant sequoia

Gusts tanka

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to ward off
who knows what
i buy a dozen pencils
to be armed
just in case

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covered quietly
by falling snow
in the woods
along with everything else
the deer’s remains

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with three running lights
burning through the night
our neighbor’s house shipshape
on it journey
to tomorrow

-Gusts no. 33 spring/summer 2021 

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not once has any of them 
signaled ‘goodbye’
when walking away…
yet they keep coming back ;
my deer family 

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upstairs sounds 
of my cat running around
and caterwauling …
don’t I know these forces 
at work in us all?

Gusts no. 32   fall/winter 2020 

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a lonely stretch
of road
with no passing 
from one dream 
into another

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thistledown
in the air
as I begin the hike
wondering when
I’ll see you again 

gusts no. 31    spring/summer 2020 

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I’m not even looking 
for anything
second time out 
to the empty 
mailbox 

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the world 
may be falling 
apart 
yet my skittish cat
settles on my lap 

gusts no.30  fall/winter 2019 

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only a dream
yet so not me
to drive full speed
right through 
a STOP sign 

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room by room
our house
undergoing KonMari-
in an easy chair
i drift off

gusts  no.29     spring/summer 2019


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even if I knew better 
i might follow
the swallowtail
from one milkweed
to another…



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our evening walk
into the dusk
and silence…
the hollowness
of a mourning dove’s call

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what have I done
and can such a thing
be undone…
a doe waits and watches 
expectantly for me

gusts no. 28   fall/winter 2018

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these years
listening to the wind
in the trees …
where has my love
left me?



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the work and gifts
of this world,
whether I do anything 
or not,
summer stars 

gusts no.27   spring/summer 2018


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waves leaving the sound

of stones against stones

this lifelong mystery

of trying to become 

myself…

gusts no.26   fall/winter 2017


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one of my childhood drawings 
of what looks like a factory 
next to a cemetery,
as if i knew something 
way back then…


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below where the tree 

broke off

some branches 

carry on

in the wind

gusts no. 25    spring /summer 2017


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another reminder 
in this writing life
that it just may be
I’ll never get organized 
in this life


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this resignation 
that even spilled tea 
can bring up our need 
for a different 
bigger house


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lying there 
at the end of the bed
my cat shows me
what being fully content
is all about 

gusts no. 24  fall/winter 2016



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a scatter of feathers
under the big pine
in the cemetery …
piecing together again 
my memories 


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reading an old letter
I wrote to my parents
from Mexico…
another part of me
gone with them 

gusts no. 23  spring/summer 2016



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before we were here 
the centuries 
already became eons,
the gravity of light on water 
falling into dark



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old friends
and flowers
faithful each year, 
the smile of knowing 
across the years 


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cloud gazing…
I thought about it 
but wasn’t sure 
what I’d do 
with an empty mind 

gusts no.22   fall/winter 2015 


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in the dark
these ruminations 
of what I think
others think 
I should be doing…


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it had been years 
but then just like that
an email shows up silently, 
the way a death arrives 
from far away …


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more redundant snow…
time to let goof this day,
to sleep and take up 
the life of dreams 
and nothingness 

gusts no. 21  spring/summer 2015 


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I am getting older 
with these trees
but can still remember 
as a child 
I really loved old things 


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the time I’ve spent looking 
for her slipper 
outweighs any good cause-
any love lost 
requires such searching 

gusts no.20   fall/winter 2014  



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the logistics
not to mention the expense
has turned out ideal
this trip around the world
while lying in bed 


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I’ve found a place
this rainy January day
to be alone by choice
with some emptiness 
that sustains me…


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around the bonfire
conversation focused
on the past…
I bring woodsmoke 
to bed

gusts no. 19   spring/summer 2014 


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in this last chapter
the cast of hundreds 
in my dream
without my knowing 
a single one


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I’ve heard it enough
to know well
it is not a happy word, 
yet she just said “whatever”
with a refreshing nice new tone…


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quickening my pace
as the rain picks up
I reach an all-out run…
fully drenched I slow back down 
to a walk again…

gusts no.18    fall/winter 2013 



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at the outdoor theater
my attention shifts 
to a few wild geese
sounding through 
the Shakespeare…

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yet another message
to be found out here, 
the plains town 
football field 
without a scoreboard 

gusts no. 16   fall/winter 2012 

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so much 
not happening 
the way it’s supposed to;
not the least, our cat
circles the empty dish 

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pulling the sheet
and covers back
I get in and lie down
prepared for the theater 
of my dreams… 

gusts no.15   spring/summer 2012 

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everyone gathered 
in a circle under the trees-
between readers 
in the microphone
the wind 

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summer night 
in a pile of rubble
the house’s scent,
a hundred years 
just like that…

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the grass gone brown
this summer of my 60th,
that much is clear…
now, to reclaim myself
in this long-term drought 

gusts no. 14   fall/winter 2011  


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so many tangles 
in the snowy thicket
the sparrows go through…
it’s the kind of place
my past resides 


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were I an old dog
with a happy grin
and even some naughty habits
it seems my family
might find me more sympathetic 


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passing by so close
and quietly…
it’s as if the dark permits 
the deer and me
a mutual sense of safety 

gusts no.13  spring/summer 2011


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just as dutifully
as the cat 
brought the mouse
I remove it
before my wife can see 


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in the attic
to find things to get rid of,
but the rain on the roof
lulls me to the joy
in each thing I find


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inches away from me
in bed, 
yet in my dream 
I’m on the phone to tell her 
I’m going for a bike ride 

gusts no. 12   fall/winter 2010 



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the moon 
after the rain 
moldering leaves-
not that I ever could 
make sense of my life 


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I ask him
if he believes 
everything he writes…
yes, he says, God has said
it is all true


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drawn to that page
in the paper as if 
some great secret was there; 
to see the age that 
everyone left their life 

gusts no. 11  spring/summer 2010 


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out in the woods a relic
with a rusty chrome bumper
detached…
it becomes my cross to bear 
back home



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it’s just
three little words 
but she stops 
crying 
and we move on 


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the deer still finds 
some reason to ford
the river swollen with rain,
how content I am 
rarely fording anything 

gusts no.10   fall/winter 2009 


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snow falling 
in the dark woods 
like endless thoughts
there is no way out 
of who I am 


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from Trinidad and Tobago 
his smile irresistible
and within mere moments 
he warmly shakes my hand 
again, and again 


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a horse rolling 
in the sunny snow, 
now, that will be the image 
to carry today 
for tomorrow

gusts no.9   spring/summer 2009 


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frisky as all get out,
her boyfriend smiles 
at me-
a knowing smile
I once knew 


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asked to arrange 
the flowers in a vase 
I put them in any which way –
so glad there are some things 
which can’t go wrong


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it’s her keys again, 
the search now
in its third day…
would that we might find 
some of our love lost as well 

gusts no.8   fall/winter 2008


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thinking again 
I should do everything 
just as my wife wants…
these cycles of new snow
becoming old and melting away 


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I leave it
unwashed, 
her fragile glass 
like others 
I’ve broken before 


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I ask him about his day, 
what he did, 
if he got enough sleep 
and in response 
a soulful look and purring 

gusts no. 7   spring/summer 2008 


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in the sun
a fine sifting of snow
blows off the roof-
betrayed once
she never forgets


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how can one relate
to one season 
more than another…
this deep and clear sense of autumn 
stretching back to childhood


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across our bed
my wife reminds me again, 
that love letter she found, 
one I wrote long ago
with someone else in mind

gusts no. 5   spring/summer 2007


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in the park
someone approaches me,
they have found God
and want to tell me
all about it


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in a silent moment
of honesty
I see my children,
the way they protect me
from myself 


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it is a small event
at the end of the workday
this can of beer
yet without doubt my life
has become such small events 

gusts no.4   fall/winter 2006 


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sun on new snow
fills the field
with a certain blindness
unable to see you now
as I did back then


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my daughter’s hand 
reaches out to receive
the plate with bagel…
how silently I mouth 
‘thank you’ for her

gusts no.3   spring/summer 2006


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lying here, eyes closed
in denial
until I get up for the day
mostly forgetting
that new ceiling crack 


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my wife says
I can’t change, 
I’m too happy as I am
as soon as the snow is gone
it starts to snow again 


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not even 8 a.m. and 
already I’m tired 
of my little family-
thank goodness for the outside
peace of trees 

gusts no.2    fall/winter 2005


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watching my wife
train the puppy
the truth sinks in…
how much I’ve resisted
over all these years 

gusts no. 1   spring/summer   2005